I've never got so confused in my whole life like i am right now.
I decide and give up a thousand things in the same day.
Sometimes i give time to myself. But my mind keeps working.
i left home about a year ago. When it happened i was scared and excited. When i got back home about a 2 months ago i was glad and lifeless.
In two months too many things passed by my mind. I got crazy sometimes, like i never did.
I thought i lost a lifestyle, i thought i lost friends, i thought i lost a chance to love.
I tried to get everything back, i tried to break up everything that i left behind, i tried to find myself again...but i failed.
I couldn't see my life in front of me... was impossible to understand my house, my family and my old friends again. I'd never felt so weird.
December is coming so "waiting-time" for everyone. Useless month.
U know what's cool? ... the shrink's day. I could move and live in the doctor's place. it'd be funny and unreal.
My life has been unreal enough. So, forget about it. Now i just put a song and listen to very loud. Just tired to figure out what i am supposed to do next.
I know we're just like old friends We just can't pretend That lovers make amends We are reasons so unreal We can't help but feel that something has been lost
But please you know you're just like me Next time I promise we'll be Perfect Perfect strangers down the line Lovers out of time Memories unwind
So far I still know who you are But now I wonder who I was...
Angel, you know it's not the end We'll always be good friends The letters have been sent on
So please, you always were so free You'll see, I promise we'll be Perfect Perfect strangers when we meet Strangers on the street Lovers while we sleep
Perfect You know this has to be We always we're so free We promised that we'd be Perfect