2010

Meu...meu...meu!!!!

Sim, repito essa porra que vem do meu sotaque paulistano...eh!

Mas era isso que eu precisava, Rio De Janeiro!

Nao esqueci nao do Ricardo, Denis, Mauricinho e Mario... My fuckin friends!

It's gonna be forever! we all know that buddies!!!

fuck sake! 2010 ... just starting!!!

Love you ALL!!!!!!!


PS: Musica Foda!

Oh girl I don't know all the reasons why,
I found the answer lookin' in your eye,
I go out walking all day long,
Take away this lonely man soon he will be gone,

Cause I'll tell you everything about living free,
Yes I can see you girl. Can you see me?

You don't need to know what I do all day,
It's as much as I know watch it waste away,

Cause I'll tell you everything about living free,
Yes I can see you girl. Can you see me?

Go and see the sorcerer look into a ball,
You may find the answer written on the wall,

The left one was a dancer can you see the answer, Oh?

Put her in a mansion on top of the hill,
Please don't make her do things against her will,
I found something special I don't know why,
Looking into her pretty little eye,

Cause I'll tell you everything about living free

Liberdade

Senti uma vez durante um bom tempo....suficiente pra querer voltar,

Me perdi....muitas e muitas vezes naquela hora e agora tambem.

Sinto que devo ficar...

(segundo um amigo, quando vc pensa que ta louco eh o momento mais sobrio da sua vida!)

Guaranteed again!



i'm really really sorry!

It's for me. So, don't ask me anything!

cheers

Poutz!

2010 --- Feb 2

I can barely wait!

"Happiness only real when shared"

This is my wall, this is my friend... My best friend at all!

I lost the most important thing that i've ever had in my life last saturday, my dog!
First time i saw the pain of death touching my eyes, my soul deeply.
And i say, i cryed as i never did. I felt her pain!

The time between life and death is very insane, nobody really knows!

I put off something out when i was holding her last moment here. Was good. was love.

Thanks my dear for showed me this! Love u forever!


inspiration

Aquecimento Weekend

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Portishead - Chase The Tear

Too Young to Love!!!!

TAMBEM ACHO, TIO!

---the big pink--- (cool)

Loving a fish!

Filme bom de ver!!! Try it!

Ireland VS My Mind --- \o/

For the very first time, i woke up relieved being a brazilian. I've been fuckin' unhappy for the last 2 months, but for the last 2 weeks things are changing.
This morning is special.

I had a good nightmare. I was back in Dublin and everything that i was wishing was to get back to Sao Paulo. I was waiting for a Tv program starts, because i was sopposed to talk about something in front of cameras. Yeah, i used to be famous. I remember that i left the studios for a while to buy cigaretts and a girl said: Oi Renan!// I said: Do i know you? // She: yes, i saw you in internet.

Ok, this is bulshits of my jobless mind.

The point is that i didn't feel like staying there, i got nervous with prices and night-lifeless.

Yeah, Dublin is a small city and nothing much to do. I just liked 'cause i was there for a reason with a limited time. I did and was perfectly unforgatable!Even if i just got this poor english.

To live there, NEVER! To get back there, of course, for holidays!!!

I'm heading my life to Sao Paulo. I Love this fuckin mad city. Hard life, but special one. Perhaps I'll live in some country else, surely for a while. Outside you will always be an immigrant. Your country, your home. Mind it!

Ironicly that dream happened today. Exactly one year ago i was putting my feet on the ground of Dublin.

"Life is changing, not you" John Frusciante.

Yeah Dude, u have to change as it changes.

Relieved

So this is goodbye

Joseph Gordon-Levitt

Roteiro, trilha, fotografia, historia e ele. Filme Otimo!!!

Night and Day

I've never got so confused in my whole life like i am right now.

I decide and give up a thousand things in the same day.

Sometimes i give time to myself. But my mind keeps working.

i left home about a year ago. When it happened i was scared and excited. When i got back home about a 2 months ago i was glad and lifeless.

In two months too many things passed by my mind. I got crazy sometimes, like i never did.

I thought i lost a lifestyle, i thought i lost friends, i thought i lost a chance to love.

I tried to get everything back, i tried to break up everything that i left behind, i tried to find myself again...but i failed.

I couldn't see my life in front of me... was impossible to understand my house, my family and my old friends again. I'd never felt so weird.

December is coming so "waiting-time" for everyone. Useless month.

U know what's cool? ... the shrink's day. I could move and live in the doctor's place. it'd be funny and unreal.

My life has been unreal enough. So, forget about it. Now i just put a song and listen to very loud. Just tired to figure out what i am supposed to do next.

No more thoughts.

I believe in you. LOVE!

enough...!

But now I wonder who I was...

I know we're just like old friends
We just can't pretend
That lovers make amends
We are reasons so unreal
We can't help but feel that something has been lost

But please you know you're just like me
Next time I promise we'll be
Perfect
Perfect strangers down the line
Lovers out of time
Memories unwind

So far I still know who you are
But now I wonder who I was...

Angel, you know it's not the end
We'll always be good friends
The letters have been sent on

So please, you always were so free
You'll see, I promise we'll be
Perfect
Perfect strangers when we meet
Strangers on the street
Lovers while we sleep

Perfect
You know this has to be
We always we're so free
We promised that we'd be
Perfect

((caves))

LET YOURSELF GO DEEP ENOUGH!
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Angel Falls

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