For the very first time, i woke up relieved being a brazilian. I've been fuckin' unhappy for the last 2 months, but for the last 2 weeks things are changing.
This morning is special.
I had a good nightmare. I was back in Dublin and everything that i was wishing was to get back to Sao Paulo. I was waiting for a Tv program starts, because i was sopposed to talk about something in front of cameras. Yeah, i used to be famous. I remember that i left the studios for a while to buy cigaretts and a girl said: Oi Renan!// I said: Do i know you? // She: yes, i saw you in internet.
Ok, this is bulshits of my jobless mind.
The point is that i didn't feel like staying there, i got nervous with prices and night-lifeless.
Yeah, Dublin is a small city and nothing much to do. I just liked 'cause i was there for a reason with a limited time. I did and was perfectly unforgatable!Even if i just got this poor english.
To live there, NEVER! To get back there, of course, for holidays!!!
I'm heading my life to Sao Paulo. I Love this fuckin mad city. Hard life, but special one. Perhaps I'll live in some country else, surely for a while. Outside you will always be an immigrant. Your country, your home. Mind it!
Ironicly that dream happened today. Exactly one year ago i was putting my feet on the ground of Dublin.
"Life is changing, not you" John Frusciante.
Yeah Dude, u have to change as it changes.
Monday, 7 December 2009
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3 comments:
"Life is changing, not you"
tennesse willians? oscar wilde? proust?
não bee,John Frusciante, ok?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
vc gostouu, vai!!!?!!!
That's it!
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